Monday, March 16, 2009

If you are in a good mood, don't read this post...

Things haven't been great. I have been sick since last Monday. I have a terrible cough and my voice is super raspy, I sound like an old man! I have a show tomorrow night and I am praying my voice comes back. I also found out last week that I am getting laid off because the company I work for may be going out of business. The economy is so horrible, I can feel the negativity all around me. I am trying to stay positive I really am, but it is so hard to see the light. Then last Sunday we woke up to a message from Morgan's mom telling us that Morgan's cousin had been in a really bad accident and he is in critical condition. We went to the hospital shortly after receiving that message. It doesn't look like he is going to make it. He has no brain activity and nothing has changed since last week. I feel so sad for Morgan and his family. I wish I could make things better and I can't this time. I just try to make Morgan smile when I can and I pray for a miracle.

Morgan and I never spend money because of my job situation and because we want to buy a house and hopefully go to Australia this summer, but tonight we will splurge! We are going to our favorite restaurant; Midori Sushi. They have all you can eat sushi for $25 a person. We haven't been there in a really long time and tonight we will feast! I don't care today, I just want to have a nice night and not worry about anything.

Sorry for being so depressing, but it felt good to get it out.

2 comments:

angela said...

That wasn't depressing; you should read some of my whiny stuff! :) I love you both and I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. I can't wait to see you tonight!!!

jim said...

I can only talk about what has happened. The show was amazing! And other good things are coming your way. I won't talk about them because I have that magical way of jinxing everything. Take care and good luck on your interview.