Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Well...

I haven't been feeling like myself lately. I have been really tired and more obsessive than usual. I woke up this morning at 4:00 AM obsessing about work. There was no reason for it, but my mind just raced. Usually I am able to cheer myself up when I am down, but it seems that everyone around me is in the same funk. People are losing their jobs, or getting pay cuts (including myself)and all I can do is thank God I even have a job right now. It's not a good time.

Today is also the anniversary of my Grandma Ellie's passing. She has been gone for 8 years now and I still feel the pit in my stomach when I think about how much I miss her. I think about all of the struggles she had in her life and I realize that I don't have it that bad and "this too shall pass". She was an amazing woman and I miss her everyday.

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